Restless heart

When the day is done
and the darkness falls from the wing of the night
a feeling of sadness comes over me
that my soul can not resist

I can hear the footsteps echo
through the corridors of distance
come, read to me some poems
that shall soothe this restless feeling

Cause by what you bestowed
In our short time together
Will last in my heart
Forever and ever



Good bye..

I never wanted the time to pass by,
I wanted time to stand by,
because I never wanted to say Goodbye!

I knew that the moment had to come some day,
but I never expected it to be this way!
I wanted wings to fly by,
because I never wanted to say Goodbye

Now the final day arrived,
I had to leave, but still I tried!
‘try and try until you succeed’ they say,
but in my case it never gave me any way!
I still felt God would surely help me once, and the time would stand by,
but it never happened so, and I…I had to say..Goodbye..!



Everywhere with me

My sea-bag goes everywhere with me
My constant companion

Emotions – love, hate, fear, longing,
Events – people, places, words, actions
Senses – smell, sound, taste
Each I have worn at one time
Each one woven with the threads of my experience
Re-live, enjoy, shrink from, run from, good, bad, all
Memories return as if they were now – today

My sea-bag goes everywhere with me
My constant companion

The source of knowledge, inspiration, joy
The cause of sorrow, pain, anguish
I do not know what I may find when I go looking
I never know when I’ll dig too deep.
I never know – until I try.



“Lost in the way of LIFE..”

Everything I need
is only something I can dream
It’s always right beyond the horizon
I stretch out my fingers as far as they can go
It gets farther and farther away
Until it’s gone
Never to return
Never felt completely
What did I do wrong?
Lost in a world, that scares me to death,
Lost in a crowd I’m losing my breath,
Lost as a person, can’t find my way
Lost in life every day, Lost in worry
Who am I?
I feel everything is falling apart and its my fault

Lost in Me, I need a break
Lost in wonder which road should I take?
Lost in a place I don’t know well
Lost here all alone
Lost in mind
Lost in soul
Lost memories, there just a hole..



Makes me ME

I need an island in the sea
Away from here,away from me,
Beyond the waves,beyond the wind
Beyond the world that we live in
Under the shinning star
Where earth is green and sky is blue.
Just beneath where angels fly,
Where snowflakes falling on the ground,
Where I can lay it all to rest.

Under skies of falling snow,
Just above the world below,
Just above the trees and birds,
A place I can’t describe in words.
An empty place that’s so appealing,

A happy thought no one can take it,
A time like this is when we make it.
I need an island in the sea,
And all of that which makes me ME…



“Silence no more”

Silence means you need some time
silence means you are fine
silence means the hopes are alive
tears came out of my eyes
silence is no more surprise..

silence means only to give
silence means you will forgive
tears pour out of my eyes
silence is no more surprise…

Silence has turned your dreams blind
Silence is darkness in which you cannot find

Silence took all I sought to find
Silence was hurtful and unkind

Love will go silently
But it’s lonely hurt will echo for all time



No Matter What

No matter what they tell us
No matter what they do
No matter what they teach us
What we believe is true

No matter what they call us
However they attack
No matter where they take us
We’ll find our own way back

I can’t deny what I believe
I can’t be what I’m not
I know I’ll love forever
I know, no matter what

If only tears were laughter
If only night was day
If only prayers were answered
Then we would hear God say

And I will keep you safe and strong
And shelter from the storm
No matter where it’s barren
A dream is being born
No matter who they follow
No matter where they lead
No matter how they judge us
I’ll be everyone you need
No matter if the sun don’t shine
Or if the skies are blue
No matter what the end is
My life began with you

I can’t deny what I believe
I can’t be what I’m not
I know, I know
I know this love’s forever
That’s all that matters now
No matter what



A Beckoning Evening

Let evening come,
let the stars appear and the moon disclose her silver horn.
God does not leave us
comfortless, so let evening come.

Come evening luminous streams of delight in the silent immensity will flow
Venus will be brilliant in that star-studded night.
The full moon will smile down, very round and bright white
There, while I will gaze, wish His wondrous show,
when arched clear cross the sky, glow a magic moon-bow !
Time is streaming, heart is dreaming,
searching for a brand new beat.
Let evening come



A broken mirror

I was miserable and paining
And waiting for you, for sure
Thinking now that you’ll be coming
We’ll be together like before
Without doubt, you came
But with a misunderstanding
Throwing on me, the blame
You gave no time to explain
Leaving me in this weather
Making me endure all the shame
That I dont really deserve
But you want me to feel
Threatening the immortal love
You’ve brutally tried to kill



I want..I want not

In the deep dark hole
as far as I can see
a never ending hole where lost things belong
everything that I want to forget
always makes it way up that deep dark tunnel
everything I dont want to forget
goes deeper and deeper down that hole till I cant see it any more
but thats the hole
where everything is lost